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What if? The nightmare that my brain thought of

Today I had two appointments at home, to do some air con maintenance and to get kitchen window repair.

The original schedule was the kitchen window repair will start at 9am then the air con service will start at 10am.

Suddenly it came to my mind, how to handle my two boys when the window is gone and when the aircon is on cleaning.

Panic!

I texted my friend regretted that I should have asked help to manage the boys. Then we were discussing what should I do, or where should I keep them.

But somehow, part of me also told myself, worry not, this could be unnecessary panic. Although last minutely my brain came up with all the worst case scenario.

True enough .. the window repair came late and the aircon service guy came earlier. The boys managed to go to the front room and hide. And best part is, not much work to be done on the aircon unit of the front room. So, I can close the door of front room with the aircon on.

I might be overthink things. But I also had been consciously trying to change my overthink side to be more fluid facing changes. In which, one of the feedback which I received from my previous senior at work place said, I’m too fluid and as if I don’t have planning. But he also said that he likes to follow plan to the core. While I usually craft the main timeline and allow some rooms to face the fluidness of changes.

Maybe, my definition of rooms are too big. Ha!

PS: I did the test sometime ago and I think it’s accurate to reflect my personality. Recently my friends did it and asked me what was mine. I couldn’t find my result back then so, I did it again. However I found my result in March and it was the same. So I guess, it’s too soon to retake it.

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