The dictionary translate it as
vexing, annoying, frustrating, regrettable, mortifying
I feel the translation is not hitting it 100%, but I’ll stay with frustration for now.
Recently I went back to watch Gundam series in their YouTube channel (gundam.info) because I find it convenient to just click and watch from YouTube.
In one of the episodes, the main character was having a dilemma after defeated by strong enemy.
Then one of the role model characters told him, if you just want to enjoy it, then you should just feel alright. But since you feel frustrated and kept thinking about it, meaning you want to be better (at this game).
That makes me think as well. There are times I feel how these people do it, why they can do this and I can’t.
So, it’s a good nudge
Currently I’m watching “Gundam Build Divers” which is the 3rd installation following “Gundam Build Fighter” and “Gundam Build Fighter Try”. Just that as “.hack//sign” feel too.
A little background about this series is set in our modern world where we can build our Gunpla (Gun.dam Pla.stic Model) and fight with it with a machine that has Plavsky particle. This particle allows the Gunpla comes alive.
Some of my friends who love Gundam series, don’t really like Build Fighter series because it’s too kiddish. But hey, sometimes you can learn from kids show too.