New Year, new mission. Right?
Well not quite exactly. Flipping my notebook in 2018, I miss to do few things which I didn’t do in 2018 to make space for other things which I find it need more time and effort.
One thing which I’d like to be better is to balance out the work with my life outside work. I want to do more social related activities like volunteering and as well as upgrading myself by taking courses or classes.
One very important lesson in 2018 is to be less hesitant. Because things might pile up.
I tend to hold myself back for certain things and as things are keep coming, I feel stress then I need to find some distraction to destress.
Sometimes I hold back because of what about if the other party think this way, or say that way.. it’s endless, right? And more importantly, it’s only happened inside my head. It may be true, but it might not even happen.
Also, to be more forgiving. Not just to others but also to self. Sometimes when we screwed up, we guilt-tripping ourselves the most. I think self conscious is important still, just that don’t do it too much.
So, I’ll make my first post short for this year. Happy New Year! Let’s be a kinder soul and be happy.
2018, thank you for the life lesson you taught me.
2019, please be kind to me.